Currently I am sitting just about three and a half hours south of Sydney in the capital city of Canberra in the ACT (Australian Capital Territory). The reason for the trip further south was to escape the hustle and bustle of Sydney and to see some friends that I have down here. So far the trip has been uneventful with sprinkles of annoyances which have more to do with certain people here rather than experiences. But, nonetheless I will be back in Sydney by the end of the week with the direct objective of finding my way around and some self reflection.
I have a place to live now which is a bit off my plate and a relief that I have a place where I can go to rest my head, take a nap, watch a movie, whatever floats my boat really, and that to me, is priceless.
I found out today that work starts this upcoming tuesday which is great but I am still a little lost as to what I will be doing on a day to day basis, in due time this will become very apparent. I'm just hoping I don't screw up which is a natural feeling at this point in the game.
I can't help but feel a little discouraged in the fact that once one thing on "my list" of things to do gets taken off, it is replaced by something that is more significant in terms of the stress it comes with and the difficulty it has to accomplish being oh, 9,000 miles away. I'm doing my best to stay positive and take things as they come but at the same time I cannot shift the weight that these hurdles bear on me and how that stresses me out.
It also doesn't help I haven't had decent nights sleep in a week and am craving watching a movie whilst falling asleep ( a favourite pastime of mine). Soon enough...soon enough
Be back soon.
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